CONUNDRUM

Have a look it's another thing you haven't noticed
Never lost what has been unseen
Take the long way I know I'll be here a while
Find the past and awaken me
Time out need a minute to collect this
It's all that I have to find a way
I know that it's time to redirect it
Let in all that you have had in me
It's not over, I'm not burning out
Find closer that's not what we want to hear and
Defend, invade have no sign of doubt
I can't take it I won't run away
Taken back all of what I have been in the past and
Send the light that will cover me
Fallen out and awaken by what has been real and
Never blind but have never seen
Sign in sign out never had to think this
Why this time has been left on me
Sit still this will only hurt a moment
Make good find the light along the way
This crime was committed accidently
Now this is my time I have to pay
And if I did this would you ever want to come and save me
And I have lost enough now can you ever come and take me
Alone hasn't been a friend to me
I know there will come a day
When I have nothing else to say

WHERE I LIE

Has this all been enough
I know you
Have the waves alone been way too rough
Say it's true
I know that you know where it all went wrong
This I knew
Walk away in pain it's burned too long
Fallen into
I thought this day has taken way too long a rest
And the dark is bright enough to see that the cold
in this won't last

I have never thought about the way you came into my life
And I haven't heard a sound that made me want to set it right
Now these heavy broken wings of fate have left me where I lie

Has it all fell into place
Back into
Are the lines left here to trace

A BETTER WAY

All I have been, it's all been a sin and I will fade away
Eyes that seem fed, it's all cut and wasted
Set in my decay
All one by one its easy to run, you find out the hard way
Been a long time of walkin' this fine line
The rest of me has paid
In the open I have bled out second to none
And the sight of your advice is over and done

I can hear the way, light that's burned the day
I'll find a better way
And this feels the same, you've got me to blame
No sign of this remains
This has taken a bit of time, read the lines but not all the signs
I am blinded by my mind to find a better way

I haven't won, it's all done and I walk away again
Broken by this light, the promise has taken sight
It's the safest way
And the time I wasted hasn't made me come undone
I am achin' by this debt and

I know just what your thinkin'
What else can I be missin'
Won't look back, tell me what you think of me know
I won't let it keep livin'
Had enough of forgivin'
Set in stone, and I won't ever let it come back
Cut it out, let it burn and I'll break away
Set it up, let it down and I'll find the day
I sign away everything that I've been   

BREAK AGAIN

How long is it gonna take to make another round
I can't stand this lonely sound
The only sound they make
I look up and I figure it out
A long way to go
I won't breathe until it's found

I have opened up my eyes to see it all as one
It's a message that has been read but hasn't been done
Can not it's in the way

I haven't had enough
Waited way too long
About to break again
and this isn't what it seems
Don't say what they mean
About to break again.

How long are you gonna wait to make another stand
I have never seen a plan
or one solid day
Hang around just to figure it out
Our time alone

In the moment they change whatever has been done
I have taken every pill that hinders emotion
No more innocence remains

I can't take this in
Look around to find away

Lies that burn like cigarettes
It's amazing how you soon forget
When it all comes down your way